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My Love Lines.. A Fiction..

I love you! Just writing that puts a smile on my face. YOU put a smile on my face.

I miss you every minute of the day. I think about you all day long. I just want to be with you and hold you. I want to gently touch your face and look into your beautiful eyes.

I am so proud that you are mine. You have filled my heart with an unending joy and happiness. That’s why I think you are amazing, because you make me feel amazing.

I can’t live without you and never want to take another step in this life without the thought of you. You make me feel loved and you make me feel safe, but more importantly, you make me feel wanted. I love you so much, those five words I tell you so much and they can’t have more meaning than anything else ever possibly could. I love you with all my faults and all my achievements. I love you with all that I am and I love you for who you are. Your happiness means everything to me. No words will ever express the love I feel for you, yet I will keep on trying until I have used all the words there are.

I write in hopes of you knowing how much I care. Nothing besides God has occurred in my life more beautiful than you. Actions may speak louder than words but these letters should come close. The day when you are missing from my life is the day my heart will stop from beating.
My love for you shall never be extinguished, it will keep burning through time. Every man needs a woman to love, I thank God for the girl I met. Her love is sweet and never sorrow. I pray to God to let her know how much I love her and to keep us in our every tomorrow..

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Nothing can be worse than………….

This is my first job out of college and I’ve enthusiastically worked there for a three years and two months. I figured that I would prove how valuable I am to the company and they would subsequently pay “to keep me.” I am interested in the field and saw it as the ideal entry point to a very competitive and elusive industry. I love challenges and considered it my goal to be the best first-hire they ever had!

In the past year, I’ve been a model employee and have acquired numerous skills that have made me a valuable resource to the company. I support Edenkoban, Germany and the client has noted that our services have been nearly flawless past year. Also, I am one of a handful of people that know how to use applications(STARCCM+, STARCD, ICEM…) that has become the new industry standard. Additionally, I learned the aforementioned application on my own time and dime. I’m always assigned the harder/more frustrating projects that no one wants to work on. I spend a ridiculous amount of over-time at work, have had to cancel numerous plans in my personal life for the sake of a deadline, and frequently work (btw, unpaid hours). I’ve never complained about ANYTHING because I realize that it’s all part of the job and meeting the deadline is the only thing that matters.

I am writing this letter with regards to the recent appraisal held in the organization. As action speaks louder than words, I was really excited because my colleagues have said wonderful things about me and raised my hopes by saying I would definitely be offered a much better salary due to my unprecedented improvement in such a short time. My boss said amazing and very encouraging things about me. He said he wished he had other employees like me and even suggested that I teach specific skills and applications to the employees in my team.

That brings us to wage negotiation time. I thought salary position is in the bag! However, the raise that he offered me was a measly increase.  I was dumbfounded! All I could utter was, “analyst position doesn’t come with a salary?” I was speechless and felt so disrespected and unappreciated that all my effort was spent on holding back the tears and gaining my composure. While I was trying to calm down the rising rage and trying to formulate a logical unemotional argument. The panic sets in and all my acquired knowledge on salary negotiations and any sense of self-confidence is destroyed. I stupidly stammered “that’s cool…that’s cool..that’s cool” repeatedly and I stood there for a couple of minutes blinking back tears, but paralyzed otherwise.

Am I  silly for expecting them to value my contributions to the company? He knows how much of myself I give to my work and he still screwed me over. Why?  Is it because I started at such a low pay scale, he thinks that I will always accept the minimum? Did I set a bad precedent from day one? As a manager, isn’t his best interest in keeping me, a model employee, happy? Or, is his real goal to save the company money, by any means necessary…even at my expense. I’m heartbroken, and deep down I know it’s irrational to be this emotional about it, but I really have put so much of myself into my work and therefore this slight is that much more insulting.

I’m so sorry that this is so long. I just really needed to get this off my chest and to talk to someone about it. Thank you so much for your time and allowing me to vent. I would really appreciate any insight you may have…

 

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Saif Mujawar

Saif Mujawar

Saif Mujawar

Saif Mujawar – @Mangalore

Saif Mujawar

Saif Mujawar – @Mangalore

Saif Mujawar – True Patriots

True nation lovers are the truck drivers/owners.. Have you ever noticed slogans written “Saare jaaha se acha hindustan hamara” or “I love my India” they even care about the population “Hum do, hamare do” but I found this the best “Jo bhara nahi hai bhaavo se, behti jisme rasthaar nahi.. wo rudhay nahi hai patthar hai jisme swades ka pyaar nahi”

Awesome Song…

http://www.facebook.com/v/10150283779552869

teri nazar ka nishana hoke,
firta hoon main , sabse begana hoke,
teri ghani,… ye zulfe jaane jaana
uljhaati hai , mere di l ko rozana..

teri naa me bhi haan lage…
yu naa ab tarsaaaaaa.. haaannnn..
teri kami hai..
tu kahan ..
tere liye hu main yaha …

dekha tujhe to maine ye jaana,,
tera mera .. rishta purana..
teri adaye lubhaati rahi , gudgudati rahi meri jaan…
tu bas khadi muskurati rahi, kuch batati nahi meri jaan..

teri naa me bhi haan lage…
yu naa ab tarsaaaaaa.. haaannnn..

teri kami hai..
tu kahan ..
tere liye hu main yaha …

main bhi yaha tere liye hu..
tu hi bata .. kaise kahu??
ab thaam le haath mera zara…

tere bina… kaise jyu main … rasta tera .. takti rahu
ab aake mujhe sang leja zara….

teri naa me bhi haan lage…
yu naa ab tarsaaaaaa.. haaannnn..

teri kami hai..
tu kahan ..
tere liye hu main yaha …

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